Panndyra's Posts

Come to this site to check out what I'm up to as a fledgling paranormal romance writer and a woman living with chronic illness who's trying to go raw!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

I have a confession

I have Fibromyalgia. It's a condition that is poorly understood. Last night, as I was watching TV, I saw on "House" - one of my biggest pet peeves (and nightmares).

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Say what you want about how sensitive I am to this matter. It's not "JUST A TV" show or "JUST AN ILLNESS" if people believe what is written.

Speak out! Speak up and fight for what you believe in. That's my motto!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

So stressed

I used to write for this Reality TV website. I currently write for another. I love Reality TV. I also long to be a serious writer, though.

I'm working really hard and not making any money really. I've never been smart that way, I guess. I should be, according to my IQ, but I guess my EQ's off or something.

I always believed that I'd be a millionaire by 30. I'm 31 and not even a thousand-aire. My husband and I barely break even.

I'm beginning to wonder what's defective about me. "Starving Artist" doesn't pay the bills. Maybe I just don't know how to make money.

Boy! I'm whiny today. Must be the rain.